So this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night. And I'd go back to December all the time


Probably just mindless dreaming,
Thursday, November 18, 2010 @ 9:47 PM

16 MORE DAYS!

 To my beloved birthday :)

6 MORE DAYS!
  To Seriphos outing :)

4 MORE DAYS!
To Universal >:D 
Charissa, Clara, Felicia, lets rock the place :) Well Clara, best time to play before you get your PSLE results. But don't worry, u will definitely do well :) And I'm not gonna go to the Roller Coaster, I will go home with a giddy head then. I'm only going to the mini one. I still hope its still under mantainence though. :)

Today, stayed at home and checked out more details. Nothing much. Clara was asking if I wanna go to her house when she gets her PSLE result, go there celebrate. :)))) LOL, maybe me and Charissa go there cheer you on. Then ask Felicia come along. Then go void deck sing we've got the whole world in our hands. ^^ 
And I just found that whenever got squad outing, and since its always BBQ =.= , Clara and Charissa always comes to the rescue to relieve my boredom. :)) 

Grah, sometimes, I don't think I've got enough freedom a sec sch student should have. Grah, thanks to the downtown incident, I can't even go to chalet, BBQ, without any consent forms. My mum said next year, now I doubt next year will let me go le lah. Clara seems to have more freeedom than me. But if u compare with me with Sean, I seem to live a happier life. Though he loves living in his gay world of pink :X (think so :P), but I don't think he gets to go anywhere with his friends. Wah, without those incidents, I would have went to BBQ next year or this time round lah.  But that would mean no Universal though. 
Though YL always question me why I seem to like them loads, I think I seem to have learnt from lessons. After that incident after P5, 7 years of cousin-ship seems to be like gone. 
IF my grandpa was still alive, will all these happen. I miss those times when we used to go crazy together, as a bunch of cousins. Taking retarded photos together like the one below ^^
 LOL Wee Leong and me :) Would our cousin-ship be torn apart just thanks to 4 years of ignorance. I thought we would never be torn apart. Those were just wishful thinkings, mindless dreaming. I used to play with him loads, like those game sets, board games. We were very close I think. Cos' the others were like 10 years older than us. O.O Since our age gap was one of the smallest (the age gap between he and his bro is like 4 years) We got along quite well :) We used to eat the McDonald's together. Like whenever the whole family came together, we would sit together and eat, share our snacks. Every CNY, we would go crazy together. Looks like those moments are gone. Like never seen. The last time I saw him we just stared at each other. I still remember when I was P4 I wished him Happy CNY. 

So I decided to not take things for granted. I learnt my lesson. I think I was quite close to Wee Leong, as close as I was to my maternal cousins. Well now, bye bye to our all so awesome cousin-ship :) But heard he did quite well for his SA2 :) I treated them like they were like my bros and sis. I can't afford to take things for granted anymore. We are cousins, which mean that we aren's sis and bros, which may mean that we wont quarrel that much. I see how my couz quarrel with their siblings. 

Thanks for those awesome moments. Thanks for not making me left out. Thanks for giving me advices, esp to Sean during PSLE period, Clara when I'm in need, the jokes that cheered me up, Charissa for those useful advices :) 

Xoxo,
Charlotte C:



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