So this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night. And I'd go back to December all the time


How I wished it never ended...
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 11:20 PM

Haiz...a day has past, 2 weeks has past, the holidays are gonna end soon...but I WANNA GO FOR SJAB trainings, and we would have to rehearse for our squad dance soon. Sad... but our squad is quite un-cooperative, and not very bonded, so we were thinking of pulling them in, and see if the situation would be better. I wanna die liao, can they just be more enthu. Haiz... they will have to stick to this for four years, so why don't just let these 4 yrs be a happy one, rather than a miserable one.

Lets get back to the main topic. Now, I'm uploading all the photos I took yesturday, and I dun know y i can't upload through the old fast way, and gotta select every single one and start uploading one by one. Haiz...I think I would spend the whole night doing that. OMG... I wanna sleep, but I shall complete this post. Muahahhahas... Went to Aljunied Mrt station to wait for the rest. Its lucky that Jia Mei came along, if not I would have been dead by then... CJ and Ian was one of the first to come, so they started hitting my head and my collar bone. That was painful...I figured out that without JM, I would have been hit like non-stop on my head, since like im the shortest =( Went to Kallang Leisure Park, we went to lie to CYZ we were gonna stop at Nicoll Highway, then we got off at Stadium...then CYZ said, eh, isn't that Stadium...then we were like pretending to omg, we got off at the wrong stop. And then we started laughing. =D CYZ totally got duped. Went to do a little shopping before bowling.

I loved the bowling part. At first, as it was a long time since I last bowled, I wasn't of on a good start. It always ended in the gutter =P, but I don't know why, i finally got the concentration to focus and at least, hit some of it down... But at the last part, I started to lose concentration, so most of it ended in the gutter =P. haha... and that annoying machine, hate it. Just let me play one round will do, then I'm sure I would have tried my best to best CYZ. Went to koufu and ate hokkien mee. Bought the water chestnut and it was 1.50. So far its the most ex water chestnut I ever seen. CJ treated me to some drink. Went to Bugis and took neoprints =) The boys was quite reluctant at first, but in the end, they were quite hyped out about it... We started making weird faces, with CYZ, using his book to cover his face in some photos. =_= Decorated the photos and the boys were like so hyped out about it, esp You Zhong. He started writing 'idiots' ll-_- and '老佛爷' for no apparent reason. Oh yah, we tried to write 'bastards' on one of it but it was a failure. =) haiz...him again. CJ tried to snatch it from me to write some weird things on it. Haiz... he's like CYZ. Went to coffee bean next and bought some drinks, and started gossiping and chatting. Haha... OMG, it was so interesting =) Trained home... and on the way, we started singing...we are weirdos, and I totally can't sing...I figured out I can't sing very high, cyz can go into alto... CJ is in Tenor. Ian, I think he will most probably be in base. Took bus home... and I'm seriously having problems uploading and the POP, there's still so much hw...I will try to chiong everything by this weekend, so that I can have a peaceful holidays. I wanna meet my friends again, its dead BORING at home.

Now, I seem to miss everything. I miss:

- DHS
- DHSJAB
- 1E
- 6LV(though they aren't as enthu as before)
- sleeping in class =P
- laughing with Jaynell
- gossipping with CYZ
- BESTIES
- Friends
- COUSINS!!!!!!!
- Seniors
- Squadmates =)
- chatting with my friends
- Annual Leisure Day
- and many more....

Haiz... I wanna SJ rt to continue, I wanna tease Yong Li mama together with Alisha. I wanna chat with Samantha again. I wanna chat with JM, CYZ, TCJ, GH, Min, Emily again, though some of them I just talked to them today. They rock! =) ‘ 朋友一生一起走,那些日子不再有,一句话,一辈子,一生情,一杯酒。’ I will appreicate those times, before it becomes history. Time flies... I miss my paternal grandpa and grandma too, but I would never in my life get to see them again. I wish upon a star to talk to them, to listen to my grandpa telling stories, to eat lunch with them, but it all seems over. Everything in the world seems bleak to me. My grandpa would be the best grandpa I ever had... cos' my maternal side grandpa died when I wasn't even born. Its been 6 yrs since they had left this world. Rest In peace, thanks for everything, and I love you. =) Thanks for those days, I know you were a little strict, but without you, there won't be the me today. I shall accomplish your wish: to get a uni and graduate from it =) Though I think I disappointed you at times, but I will try my best to get into a uni and be a uni grad. Thanks once again, and I miss you, but I'm never in my life gonna meet you again. All I could do is to think about you. You will be the best GRANDPA i ever had.

Loves,
Charlotte



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